01 | Am I going to have that fairy tale ending 10 years from now with him?
02 | All these “what if” questions. What if this happened? What if that happened?
03 | What am I going to do in the future? Am I going to live comfortably?
04 | What would happen if I didn’t make the choices I made in the past?
05 | Will anyone notice if I just randomly disappear?
06 | What kind of mother am I going to be?
07 | Would my life be different if my mom was still here?

No wonder I have so many strands of gray hair :( I need to seriously stop stressing myself out.

01. A person with personality. I find people who are themselves without putting up a front is an automatic win in my book.
02. A good conversationalist. Guys who can hold a good conversation without those awkward silences or repetitive questions will catch my eye. It doesn’t hurt to crack a couple of jokes here & there.
03. A non-judgmental person. Someone who doesn’t judge nor compare me to someone else — just love me for who I am and not who they want me to be.
04. An amazing cook with a big appetite. You know that saying, “a way to a girl’s heart is through her stomach”, totally applies to me. It doesn’t hurt if a guy is willing to cook here & there once in a while.
05. A social person — but not too social, if you get my drift. I like it when my guy can mix & mingle with my girlfriends. I don’t like to babysit.
06. A person who can win over my family’s approval. My family is everything to me. If a guy can win over my family’s hearts, then that will be the day that he will have my entire heart.
07. A person who is honest & trustworthy. This is given yet hard to maintain. I can’t stress enough how much honesty & trust means so much to me.
08. A person with financial stability. I’m not saying a guy must have a huge mansion, drive an luxurious car, and be the CEO of one of the Fortune 500 companies; however, I wouldn’t mind if he did have some kind of financial stability. A guy who dropped out of high school, has no job, & is currently depending on his parents is someone who I rather not give my time and day to.

I know nobody’s perfect and that everyone has their own flaws but these are just somethings that wins my heart.

This is in no particular order.

[01] I grew up not knowing how a mother’s love feels like. It’s been hard on my grandma because till this day, I still haven’t been able to say the 3 words to her face. I just hope she knows that I do love her despite the differences that we’ve had in the past. I am grateful that she put up with my outbursts and rantings.
[02] I’m 4’9”. Yes, I’m that short.
[03] I have 2 tattoos. My first tattoo is a phoenix and lotus flowers on my upper back. I don’t show it much just because; therefore, not a lot of people know I have it. My second tattoo is my eyebrows. I tatted them middle of Freshman year in high school. Why? I have my reasons.
[04] I can talk to you about Korean dramas, Korean music, Korean boys, Korean food — basically anything Korean all day, every day. Yes, I am very intrigued by their culture and I can’t help that the boys make my obsession so worthwhile.
[05] I am the oddball in my group of friends. I am the one who likes riding a scooter rather than jumping on the bandwagon. I was born to stand out, why should I try to fit in?
[06] I am very opinionated. I stand for what’s right and what’s wrong. If I feel like it’s wrong, I will tell you. I am not going to sugarcoat it. If you don’t want my opinion, don’t ask.
[07] I value trust and honesty more than anything. Without trust and honesty, I don’t think a relationship of any kind, whether it’s with friends or the other gender, will last. However, if you break my trust and honesty, it can never be fixed.
[08] Music is the reason why I’m sane. It’s my escape from reality.
[09] I found my soulmate. He is someone who loves me for me. He is someone who is willing to go to the moon and back and so much more. I am thankful that I finally found someone who understands me.

Long Pham: When you’re tired of life or when it gets hard, look to your side & I’ll be there.

Big Sis Ashley: It’s been a little over 2 years since you’ve picked me up. From the moment I found out you were mine, our bond was never broken. Even now, when we’re both doing our own things, our bond is still as strong as ever. I guess you really can’t get rid of me haha Good luck on Grad school!

Lily&Carol: Some people just haven’t grown the f*ck up yet even after they graduated from college. Ay though, we should “surround ourselves with positive energy in our lives” ahahahahaha :)

Janine: Damn, best penpal duo - ‘nuff said. Congrats founding mother of Chi Delta Theta, Zeta CHAPTER. It’s been a long time comin’ but you did it.

Lina: Thanks for always lending your ears & shoulders. I know you get tired and annoyed listening to me vent out my frustrations about the sorority & the boo :). I really do appreciate it!

Kristina&Usagi&Ryuna: I really miss you girls :( It’s been a while since I’ve hung out with you~ let’s go to Life Plaza! I kinda miss taking CUE pictures lol

1TYM: Please release another album<3 Just one more is all I’m asking for.

I haven’t blogged for a couple of months now. Why not start with something fun? I got nothing better else to do. I found this randomly on tumblr.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. 
Day Two: Nine things about yourself. 
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart. 
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot. 
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done. 
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever) 
Day Seven: Four turn offs. 
Day Eight: Three turn ons. 
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now. 
Day Ten: One confession.